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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Hopeless Stories
Why is it that we fall for the hopeless stories? The hopeless fantasies? The hopeless dreams? It isn't hard to stop thinking about them. It isn't hard to shut them out of your life. They're just too damn fun to be in. To imagine the world the way you want it to be. Its just amazing and thrilling, kinda like going on a coaster ride not knowing what going to happen next. An Adventure. I was once on a roller coaster ride. I had the stop button in my hand. I moved my thumb to press on the stop button, yet something inside of me was telling me that I was having way too much fun to stop it. Even though I knew that I was gonna get sick and nauseous after the ride ends; I just stayed in it. I hated the feeling after. Then some time after. I got on another roller coaster ride and everything I wanted to stop it, I did with no problems. I wanna have fun. I wanna keep going in a roller coaster ride till the end and get out of it smiling. Just like everyone does. I can't make the decision of stopping something I enjoy. Its really hard to let go of what u adore. The mistake is.... When you start going about trying to make the fantasies become reality. Being nauseous after the roller coaster ride, is the same feeling you get at the end of trying so hard to accomplish that fantasy. But I guess we're not young anymore to run after what is pleasurable. A decision must be made before getting on that roller coaster ride.. or starting those non-existent Cinderella stories.. Its either willing to push the obstacles that will stand in you way, no matter what happens.. Or (the wise thing to do is) Live reality as it is.. And Stop trying to change the world that imposes itself on you without your control. It all comes down to.. Losing yourself or losing others. So do I stop? Do I not? But how do you tell yourself to stop? And how do you tell others to stop?
Word Count: How many times did I write the word 'stop': 10 times.
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