Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Hopeless Stories

Why is it that we fall for the hopeless stories? The hopeless fantasies? The hopeless dreams?
It isn't hard to stop thinking about them. It isn't hard to shut them out of your life.
They're just too damn fun to be in. To imagine the world the way you want it to be.
Its just amazing and thrilling, kinda like going on a coaster ride not knowing what going to happen next. An Adventure.
I was once on a roller coaster ride. I had the stop button in my hand. I moved my thumb to press on the stop button, yet something inside of me was telling me that I was having way too much fun to stop it. Even though I knew that I was gonna get sick and nauseous after the ride ends; I just stayed in it. I hated the feeling after.
Then some time after. I got on another roller coaster ride and everything I wanted to stop it, I did with no problems.
I wanna have fun.
I wanna keep going in a roller coaster ride till the end and get out of it smiling. Just like everyone does.
I can't make the decision of stopping something I enjoy.
Its really hard to let go of what u adore.
The mistake is....
When you start going about trying to make the fantasies become reality. Being nauseous after the roller coaster ride, is the same feeling you get at the end of trying so hard to accomplish that fantasy.
But I guess we're not young anymore to run after what is pleasurable.
A decision must be made before getting on that roller coaster ride.. or starting those non-existent Cinderella stories..
Its either willing to push the obstacles that will stand in you way, no matter what happens..
Or (the wise thing to do is)
Live reality as it is.. And Stop trying to change the world that imposes itself on you without your control.
It all comes down to.. Losing yourself or losing others.
So do I stop? Do I not?
But how do you tell yourself to stop? And how do you tell others to stop?

Word Count:
How many times did I write the word 'stop': 10 times.


Comments:


Blogger Bare Feet said...
Dreams are amazing..
and being on a rollercoaster with someone u like is just beautiful. But once that person decides that he/she will not continue with you on the next rollercoaster and they tell you that they will not fight to be seated beside you again, THEN you know u gotta stop the dreams and the rollercoaster rides.. and thats the only way to save ur hearts...
About the stuff in familiar^stranger's blog i apologize for my misbehaviour.. i really felt like i was rude.. but i was just getting frusturated because i was being insulted by them and called names just cuz i thought it was disrespect to talk like that.. they're just messed up and im half-kuwaiti and my cousins are kuwaiti and i hav many kuwaiti girlfriends and they are not the way these girls describe the kuwaiti women to be like.. i think if anything there is corruption in every country.. the dirt of some does not apply to all..
so i apologize about my improper language..
Blogger Bare Feet said...
im glad someone found it humurous.. :)
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